Fadi Fairy Tales
Fadi From Jordan writing from Yanbu-KSA

Summer Rain

Hi..

 

It was another day at office with the guys and everybody around incubator. Summer rain- you may call it- cool enough so u rock and roll in the streets! I almost lost control in my way home because I speeded up close to a turn! It's May you know and shower rain is just out of the question in this part of the world.

 

By the way , gotta go renew my driving license ASAP because it's out of date. He same applies to my car license and insurance.. Otherwise, I am easy money for the municipality..  hah, in their dreams! I had enough with tickets this year.

 

I'm not OK! No! I feel I can't think straight these days because of silly things going on here and there. I just don't know! I keep thinking of this all the time and I kinda started to get semi confused and in a bad mood. What irritates me more is that when there is so much going through my head and I can't think straight or when I am so furious that I feel like I want to shatter something, I just shut up and don't talk to nobody at all. This makes me feel that I will die alone someday! That is, when my life comes to an end 3ala kheir we salameh!

 

Yesterday I was thinking of CAC at night. I don't know why did CAC come to my mind but CAC keeps popping up whenever those valves are fully open. Ok, we are all human beings after all.

 

Don't take it serious because I don't want to end up feeling bad trying to corrupt the faithful with my bloody thoughts and concepts. I need a break and I think; it's my turn to get what I want.

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On May, 08, 2006 10:47 PM , Ola
from Jordan said:

Yesterday I went walking with my mother and a friend, and it rained heavily while we were in the middle of the walk! it felt grrreat!


On May, 09, 2006 4:50 PM , Fadi K
from Jordan said:

Hi Ola .. You should say this for the car wash guys ;)


On May, 10, 2006 11:23 AM , Neverland
from Jordan said:

I think you should stop for a second, think deeply of what you REALLY want and then work for it...You can't keep waiting...

I know you are against decisions that comes without planning, but I guess you ave taken so much time thinking and analysing, and sometimes it isn't that good...Some chances appear suddenly and you should take quick reactions or it will never come back...

I wish oneday you'll let go with your that takes so much time to take a reaction...Because you really deserve the good things in the world, because you are a good person (really), but if you keep thinking like that, you will end up messing alot...

I am so sorry if I was out of the line, but...I thought I should say that...And I apologize :)


On May, 10, 2006 2:28 PM , Fadi K
from Jordan said:

It's not about work.. no, you didnt get me right this time.


On May, 10, 2006 2:59 PM , Neverland
from Jordan said:

I know...it isn't about work...It's about you and this life, what you want to do.. what you want to be...I know what you are talking about, because I have been there myself...But, as soon as you know, and as soon as you do your right reaction no matter what will happen in return, you will feel better...You are making your way through all your life, and at a certain point, you aren't satisfied...You are thinking about certain decisions you should've made, or shouldn't...your journey is hard pal...but once you get out with something, it will make a differance...trust me...


On May, 10, 2006 8:53 PM , Fadi k
from Jordan said:

Neverland: It's about me and my life and things revolving about that. Will get back to you regarding "reactions".




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