Well, I don't know whether to categorize this as good or bad but anyway, I can say that all in all I am happy! Yes! Things are not going alright in everything except for me and Ohood stuff! So consequently, this overwhelms and wins at the end.

See? The mention of this just draws a big smile on my face and charges my battery.. I’m in a good mood now & feeling very comfortable: )

I spent some quality time with myself today although I was not OK in the morning (Actually I woke up at 7:15 am but I was freezing cold and tired so I decided to stay in bed and have a partial rest) .. Yeah. I took the chance and started thinking what I want to do and achieve.

Perhaps having a target is the way to make someone more concentrated and focused. I myself can list down few targets I want to achieve but unfortunately none is as clear as the sun (the way they should be!).

Of course, exclude personal goals. I have blabbered about improving my career life or at least have a major break through in a predefined period of time.. It’s never too late to do these things but I think I couldn’t do this in the past two years because it was really a “ Lack of Focus” case! I think I have to redefine this in order to make it work this time.

 I hope you won’t get me wrong folks but I am a strong believer in proper planning when it comes to career goals and the fact that I macro-see things yet unable to micro manage (efficiently!) those little things that come my way just burns down my energies and makes me stand up on my toes all the time. This dramatically affects my life and attitudes and it shows even on my personal life.

See , it reflects on my blog as well!

Sitting with myself today , I discovered that I've been working on and on for my work & I didn't really slow down a bit for the sake of my health or my own good. That’s the way things went for the past 2 years or so but I noticed that suddenly this week, I started to take everything easily and consciously in order to slow down my pace. This is something really positive, right? Actually I got sick of living in a quantum world where nothing can be predicted fully because weird things happen without a cause because what makes them happen is something that might come from parallel universes rather than ours! I know that few know a little about quantum physics around here but the idea is I want to make is that my predictions don’t hit where it hurts these days!!  

I don’t really know whether this is an attempt to rebel or whatever I may call it, but I know well that I am almost bouncing on the edge of my borders and that I have to do something immediately in order to avoid finding myself facing a funny situation like I did few years back for I assume that I know myself well and I know that all I need is a little focus and bit of organization and I will definitely have things sorted out properly.

Being unable to update here comes as a result of many things I have to handle everyday. Actually my life is so busy and really full. Sometimes I feel loaded to extremes but having to handle a lot of things that are directly connected to my fiancée and me just turns bad to good so I do them with anticipation and pleasure. Yeah, it’s all about a smile that really makes me fly!  In few months, we’ll be living under one roof and I am really excited to integrate our both worlds together.

Inshallah 3ala kheir.

Now I updated my blog , I say thank you Wonders and young Fantasia1982! Your turn’s ladies!

Caller mentioned me twice in her post today … ya bakht ahly ana!

PS Loco? Can you read it between the lines? We miss you!